Words.

You will wonder why i never appreciate when you treat me good. No,i did really appreciate but i just don't know how to express that i'm really appreciate. The way i talk might gave you wrong feeling,i apologies and please don't assume that i doesn't mean it. I'm the kind of person that i get in love and i never want to walk out although i tried. I remember someone said never ever get tired with the relationship. If you want to love please not to get tired,but i did it ;'( Because i don't want you to get tired of me,so i said back to normal. Its it hard to accept when someone just say lets stop this. Sometime all this is the process that we have to face to know did we really need each other or we suitable or not. Maybe gone through this we learnt how to appreciate,tolerate each other? I never mad at you.Erase the bad memories we still left good memories right? I cried all the time,because i really miss you. I always wondering how you doing,take care of yourself,don't smoke when you are cough.;') Get enough sleep and take care. Back to December this song really sing the word of my heart to you.

December.

The 6th post of the year,is DECEMBER. How many of you really know me well? I'm always feel sorry for my friends that i'm being so emotional. The very first reason i have emotional problem is due to my family. I'm cool and talkative person,every one have their own characteristic. It is weird cool and talkative mix up but is possible i'm being talkative when i face to my friends. But the way i talk were very cool and i might also hurt people direct and indirectly and sorry i'm a straight forward person. I always thought i'm changing the way i talk but i realize since i lose you,that i'm still same. Why i'm being emotional? Because i have no one to love,my man gave all my love to my sister. You will never know the feeling how my family neglected me. At home i just shut my mouth and facing computer,everyday and is been years. I always run out from my house,that why i'm always hanging around outside alone. You never know i just be happy as i can in the college,once the class is end i plug in my earphone and back to my own world. Sometime i just cant use they way you want to talk to you,because i'm a person like that. When i'm tryin to be nice,please don't let me disappointed. Don't tell me an emotional person don't deserve to love and to be love. Why i always say that i'm sensitive in relationship,no matter friendship or others? Because i gain no love from my parents,i feel love from my friends. Thats why i put all effort on relationship and friendship and expect others to do the same thing for me. Please know why before you judge me. ;')

The 5th post in 2012 !

Time by time is already November,gonna say goodbye very soon to 2012.
What i have did in 2012? Been to college,meeting new friend and someone?
Life are simply simple,you never knew what gonna happen until it happen.
Well,now its already second semester in the college and my mind was fucked.
Dad has open a noodles stall somewhere near salak south garden which is near by my house.
Fortunately,after years i met someone that mean to me again?
This time might wont do the wrong decision and make myself regret again.
Thanks for being patient to me,sorry for let ya waiting <3 p="p">

Seriously i hate virgo's personality. Just to crab!
Why am i still struggling,the feeling is there just don't have the guts.
No one perfect you know,but you are expecting him to be perfect.
Thats just unfair because you are not perfect.

Everyone have their demand on the guy that they want,but when the right person is there you might forgot what demand you had already set earlier.

July?

It is July! Cant believe I'm already in college for 2month, a load of tutorial and my assignment haven't done and the submission date is due on next week! I just cant accept a month later I'm gonna sit for final exam, the problem is can i sit for final? I'm freaking sad that i fail my coursework :(( I tried hard!I tried my best to catch up, but my retarded mind cant event work D: Is really unfair,people used 2 year to learn their addmath and i use 2 month?;/ That's fine.. Sometime i recall back what somebody said that I'm friendless. I think so?I'm really friendless... Even though I'm sad i feel like talk to somebody and i afraid that i annoyed them;// I hope something impossible become possible. I always believe in faith and miracle happen. I'm the person who hate waiting but I'm always waiting, I don't understand. I really miss you ;'(

Tuesday of May

Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww,is Tuesday :O Tuesday is the busiest day ever,gotta stay back until 7pm++ ;( Yesterday i really proud of myself,i sleep during BM class.-,- During basic algebra for the quiz time i slept for 45min++ I'm sure i'm gonna fail this subject end of the year ;(( Just cant pay hundred percent attention on my studies, what should i do?:( try to not stressing myself.

One month passed

Another month passed,meant i'm already one month in college. Is really tiring,just a month i already anti my course mate. I don't want this happened,but he forced me,don't feel like talking about it.;/ Well,so far NO good for me. Basic mathematics and algebra is getting harder,until i cant stand it anymore. I feel very tired and no one could helped me out;( I really hope somebody could teach me,but i feel is to troublesome to ask people spend time on me. I can't stand with me stupidness:( Never try to get close with me .

BACK TO BLOGGING IN 2012;))

Is been year i lost this bloggie's password and also email./.\ Tried to find it many time and its doesn't worked,so i stoped blogging T__T I really miss this blog so much,don't you think this blog feel so warm?:D Well,now is 2012!! And my college life already started for 3weeks?;D College life is really tiring,a lot of tutorial question and needa wake up early for class,go home late ;( Now i miss high school life,why do i always complain this and that during high school life?@@ How good if found back my email and my password earlier,then i can wreak over here ;O Blog is the best place to wreak,complain and everything,and no one know ;D p/s: I know somebody is stalking,while you reading please don't giggle in front of the pc;D IM SUPER DUMPER HYPER HAPPY BACK TO BLOGGING;D

24 August! :D

Wohoooooooooooo,im back :D

Almost 56 days never update my blog because i forget my google email and password(Y)

Suddenly i have the feel to update=p

SPM trial is coming,2more days D; gonnadiesoon#

Holiday soon and so on my birthday :D Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

My friend,dear tank:

ask me to mention him in my blog said that he very emooooooo D:
Don't jump building pleaseeeeeeeee D;

Whats holiday plan?@@ Idontknow#

Im Back ♥

Haha,finally I'm back (:

Wanna update but the blogger got problem.Almost 10day never update ;<

Last week Schedule:

Thursday went to Genting Highland with aunty (;

Friday:Theme Park @ Genting (:

Saturday:Shopping @ Genting -> Sg Wang,Time Square @ KL -> Melacca(:

Sunday:Hanging around Melacca (:

Monday:KL @ Home sweet home (:

So lazy to update actually,tuition during holiday is so damn bored ;S

Anywhere to go?:D Tehee! Continue my movie ;p

Movie Day ♥

Morning go to school as usual and is freaking bored'_'

Yeah my science improve again XD 48m become 63m without cheating ;p

After school prepare go for movie (:

2.00pm Peiyee come my house wait alan come and fetch us (:

Movie at MBO with Alan,Chong and Peiyee at last Brandon come also (:

We watch Thor and also Fast5 xD Both a great movie never regret watch it XD

We watch Thor at 2.45pm ffter watching Thor we walk to Hometown for lunch,5.20pm walk back to MBO and get some pop corn continue our second movie ;p
7.30pm home sweet home ♥

Skip lunch , too full after eating popcorn and with the drinks;S
eating papaya now ;p Fruits good for health XD

Stop here ~ ;)

Crazy Thursday ♥

Hoho,I'm going school today.

So freaking less people going so we just sit over there and waste time XD

Chit chat and teacher give us exam paper,only the stupid BM and PM dint bring the paper come and dint finish marking D:

Everyone busy facebook in the class.LOL!

After school decide to skip tuition,so lazy and go to carefour with chong and chung XD
MCD finally i ate it but with the mCvalue's price D: All the Brandon khoo's fault D:

Then after chong and chung cut their hair head back to wah's place and 3 of us play card make me laugh like hell XD What a fun day (:
Wah's house have green tea favour KITKAT,wow! So special!

Tomorrow go to school as usual after school go to MBO spark for movie.Thor and Fast5?I don't know why they say is freaking nice?;/

Play game,seeyaa(:

HYPER DAY ♥

Wednesday,exam day again.

Today's subject PJK,economy p1 and p2 (:

PJK is so freaking hard and also economy too;/Paper two already prepare at house;p

Today math teacher went into class and then she give us see the marks,then i go and see my name at the name list.Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I scored 79marks,wtf?My first time,I'm so freaking happy;p My p1 is 27 and p2 is 83 (:Wohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~
I only target my math get 65 this is make me so damn syok!

I hope every subject make me syok too,muahahahaha!Today i decided to call my aunt see weather she still helping me check the Taiwan ticket or not;p She still helping me and she told me the trip there included 2day hotel with 1.2k;p
So if she pay the ticket for me,maybe i bring 800 or 900 bucks there?XD
If deal,i can go with friends,this so damn syok!
Suddenly many good things happen,i hope that this happen always (:
Shopping,my love XD

Weeeeeeeee,tomorrow no exam this is so freaking good,and maybe Friday not going to school ask father bring me to malecca XD This is a super hyper day XD Don't you think so?;p
Today MCD's Mc Chicken buy one free one,too bad no chance to eat;/

Thanks Zwei Tan for the economy answer (:

Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeya !

Weesak Day ♥

Holiday,weeeeeeeeeeee..

Stay at home whole day,wake up at 9.00am (:

Ate peanut butter bread and a piece of cheese,vico !

Then playing around with my sister,then she follow me around whole day even bath also wanna follow in.I ask her to take a chair sit outside wait me;/

Then after i bath i help her take some picture,check out my facebook's My Little Sister Album and give a ''LIKE'' !

Now i got the economy answer,I'm happy ;D

2.00pm after lunch make a video than 3.00pm go take a nap until 5 pm.Then edited picture and upload now is 6.00pm XD

Talking to James at Skype a few minute ago,chillax James.I hate him too XD Next time after form 5 we punch 9 him ;O

Later sure cant javascript:void(0)online dy,i use up my internet one hour last night,now left one hour 15 min;/ Never mind later i copy my economy ;D

Tomorrow exam PJK sure fail,LOL! Cause teacher also dint give back the note how to revise?;/

Gtg..chaoooooooooooooz ;p

Monday Fight The Account ♥

Monday.HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY (:

Account exam today,i do my best.Maybe i improved?XD

When to tuition as usual at 2.30pm i reached teacher told me is repeat yesterday's class,how come no one tell me?-,- Waste my time and go there;/

Then i dint regret go there,i get the economy question XD But too sad those question is so hard,who can help me to solve it?D:

Ask Alan to fetch me to his house and hang over there;/ Ate his ice cream ;p
He ask me and PY go movie with his family,too bad our dress not suitable for movie,and the movie not really suit us.Next time bar (:

Tomorrow holiday,i wish that tomorrow i can find an economy pro to help me solve my question,got some pro but they act lancy don't wanna help me.Fine!

Run to dinner (: See ya ..

Sunday of May ♥

Rainy Sunday,nice weather (:

Wake up do some account revision.

Have breakfast with dad and head to Carefour;/

Bought 2new pair eyelashes and also bought fresh milk to tuition.

1.30pm to 3.00pm (Economy).When is the exam gonna end?Seem like never end.

I wanna go to my cousin graduation day at Taiwan on 11th June ;<

My aunt say no money sponsor me D: And now is peak season no cheap flight,at least need 1.2k ;/ But is Cathay Pacific,i wish to sit this flight one more time,very high class one ;/ Sad,coming holiday cant go Taiwan dy D: sobs sobs;'(

Yesterday went to eat the 'Lat Jiu Pan Mee' really spicy,the DAN eat until tears also drop;/ Luckily i only put a little tea spoon of chilly;/ But come back my stomach pain until this morning,GOD!

Arghhhhhh.later continue memorize account format again-,-

Wish that i can go Taiwan for my coming holiday ;/

The Schedule of the day ♥

Finally can update,these two day blogger got problem ;'(

Thursday went to tuition account from 2.30pm-4.00pm break one hour go to chun's place (: 5.30pm until 7.00pm for science,i dint take science and i go for TXPS only;/ Some more teacher invite me twice i should go XD But that day just a bad bad night..

Friday exam science,erm..i think this time my science mark will better than intervensi cause i got study;p Morning 6.00am quick scan five chapter for form four-,- I always last minute one and i regret that i dint study the characteristic part then my essay part i don't know how to do.Never mind i do better next time (:
After school Alan and Peiyee suddenly come my house and return my moral project,they call me for 6 time but i dint pick up so they just come and i don't know .Opps,my noob face let them see it;/
After that we decide to go Kuchai Lama eat Snowflake (: Toufa series really nice,you guy should try it (: After that back to Alan's place,then me and PY decide to eat Domino;/ Then we order two pizza and also treat Alan's family.Then his father treat us back with 100 plus.What a cute man?XD 7.00pm home sweet home (:

Saturday,later have tuition account again at 2.30pm-4.00pm break one hour then 5.00pm-6.00pm can i die? Later break that time the Mr Tommy said go eat the ''Lat Jiu Pan Mee' don't spicy die me please-,- Tomorrow Sunday have to tuition for economy at 1.30pm -3.00pm.OMG,i really wanna die man..Today and tomorrow after tuition have to spend a lot time on account,cause i really suck with it-,- This time i hope i wont cheat for account beside ask la;/ Luckily Tuesday holiday i can use one day to study economy,father ask me to go Melacca,i wish too..But Wednesday exam economy must study-,- If is exam PJK or PSK i sure will go.LOL!

I stop here wanna eat break fast now,chaooooooooo...cheesy hammy bread ♥

Hotty Wednesday ♥

Another hot day without rain D:

Math exam today and what can i say?Quite lucky some question i just mention in my exercise book and it come out on my exam.So it tell me do more exercise,then you know all the question (:

After school went back home bath and prepare Alan come fetch me and go his house do Moral revision.Around 4.00pm when to Sg.Besi pick PeiYee to tuition and pick her back from tuition at 6.00pm.After that head to JOJO PAN MEE pack food (:
7.30pm reached home (:

Bad people do bad stuff get back the GOOD luck,remember i say the big asshole who always hit me accidentally without apologize?Haha,god give her some GOOD luck,her phone had been rampas by encik siva and today she lost her purse.Thanks GOD help me revenge.Wohooooooooooo..;p

Hehe,I'm gonna be fat fat girl D: How come so many people date me to eat?Want me become fei po?XD Pizza?MCD?Snowflake?D;;;; GOD!

Sadcase,the youtube is starting to remove my movie,yes sir sorry sir D:
I just watched episode 10 part 2/3 D: Now i only can watch the video episode 11 part 2/3.LOL! Skip so fast ,no nice to watch one lately borrow DVD from friend ;p

Tomorrow Exam Moral,even got tips i also lazy to study D:
Wanna eat ice cream later ;p

chaaaaaaaaaaaozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (:

Hot weather ♥

Ooh man,how come the weather in Malaysia is so hot?

This is so suffer during exam,we use our brain hard plus hot,GOD!

Everyone is doing hard on their exam and sweating,hot until we fall asleep and everyone wanna take of their shirt.LOL!

Today BM exam was suck,dint do the peribahasa part and novel part.SOB! Hope that i can pass my BM.

Most happy thing is I pass my HISTORY.WOOOOOOOOOOOW! First time do exam without cheating and gain 58 marks ;p weeeeeeeeeeee XD

Tomorrow ROCK the MATH ,haha! I scared tomorrow i too nervous forget everything.LOL!

Today spend whole the in the room again watch BIG MOMMAS borrow from Alan and finished read the novel i bought it last Sunday,never talk to my family for two day.;/

Do revision since 6.30pm till 8.30pm (;

I do ♥ my LONGCHAMP baggy !

Tomorrow rain please and wish me luck as always (;

Simple Post ♥

Does not want to say much .

English exam today,I hate our BI teacher___PN JOWANA,dare she give us wrong tips and make us study the wrong part.Please la,she dint even teach us the poem then she ask us copy the theme and moral value ask us read our self you think we can understand without explain can answer the question?Then she ask us to study novel chapter two and three about the character you admire the most.Fuck you mother?Wrong tips..Did you see the question before give us tips?

Last night quarrel with dad again,i really speechless what he said.I hate him the asshole stepmother.You think you very big in the house and show me temper?I think I'm the most stupid person who can accept you in my family,you think for other people can accept a Malay as her mother?You think too much,you always my MAID!oOo
Today i try to be patient and patient,until one day when I'm 18 or 21 i will leave this house for no reason because i don't wanna see you anymore.As you all doesn't treat me as family.
From now on i stay in my room avoid to quarrel with you guys and waste my energy and tears.Since this happened make my miss you more and i remember that last time this happened you are my side and comfort me.But i dint forget you left me for n reason.

Stop here,BM exam tomorrow wish me me luck (:

You left me for no reason , i miss you more for no reason.

Sunny Sunday ♥

Morning~ (:

Lovely Sunday !

Decided to go petaling street with Alan and Peiyee,finally people date me i will go XD

Mostly people date me during exam week i wont go,but tomorrow exam BI don't so stress.

Come back early and study enough time one ;D

Yea i found the movie on youtube,so happy ! Mostly youtube dint upload HongKong Drama;/

Alan said later he drive to LRT station,i scared;/ GOD BLESS ME XD

Monday one of my good friend leaving KL.Study hard for future bar,take care (:

Duh,i love nuts (;

The reason i update on morning because i wanna use up the internet time later come back from petaling street wont use and study XD Good plan?;p

Go to prepare now,seeya!