July?

It is July! Cant believe I'm already in college for 2month, a load of tutorial and my assignment haven't done and the submission date is due on next week! I just cant accept a month later I'm gonna sit for final exam, the problem is can i sit for final? I'm freaking sad that i fail my coursework :(( I tried hard!I tried my best to catch up, but my retarded mind cant event work D: Is really unfair,people used 2 year to learn their addmath and i use 2 month?;/ That's fine.. Sometime i recall back what somebody said that I'm friendless. I think so?I'm really friendless... Even though I'm sad i feel like talk to somebody and i afraid that i annoyed them;// I hope something impossible become possible. I always believe in faith and miracle happen. I'm the person who hate waiting but I'm always waiting, I don't understand. I really miss you ;'(