December.

The 6th post of the year,is DECEMBER. How many of you really know me well? I'm always feel sorry for my friends that i'm being so emotional. The very first reason i have emotional problem is due to my family. I'm cool and talkative person,every one have their own characteristic. It is weird cool and talkative mix up but is possible i'm being talkative when i face to my friends. But the way i talk were very cool and i might also hurt people direct and indirectly and sorry i'm a straight forward person. I always thought i'm changing the way i talk but i realize since i lose you,that i'm still same. Why i'm being emotional? Because i have no one to love,my man gave all my love to my sister. You will never know the feeling how my family neglected me. At home i just shut my mouth and facing computer,everyday and is been years. I always run out from my house,that why i'm always hanging around outside alone. You never know i just be happy as i can in the college,once the class is end i plug in my earphone and back to my own world. Sometime i just cant use they way you want to talk to you,because i'm a person like that. When i'm tryin to be nice,please don't let me disappointed. Don't tell me an emotional person don't deserve to love and to be love. Why i always say that i'm sensitive in relationship,no matter friendship or others? Because i gain no love from my parents,i feel love from my friends. Thats why i put all effort on relationship and friendship and expect others to do the same thing for me. Please know why before you judge me. ;')