One month passed

Another month passed,meant i'm already one month in college. Is really tiring,just a month i already anti my course mate. I don't want this happened,but he forced me,don't feel like talking about it.;/ Well,so far NO good for me. Basic mathematics and algebra is getting harder,until i cant stand it anymore. I feel very tired and no one could helped me out;( I really hope somebody could teach me,but i feel is to troublesome to ask people spend time on me. I can't stand with me stupidness:( Never try to get close with me .