Words.

You will wonder why i never appreciate when you treat me good. No,i did really appreciate but i just don't know how to express that i'm really appreciate. The way i talk might gave you wrong feeling,i apologies and please don't assume that i doesn't mean it. I'm the kind of person that i get in love and i never want to walk out although i tried. I remember someone said never ever get tired with the relationship. If you want to love please not to get tired,but i did it ;'( Because i don't want you to get tired of me,so i said back to normal. Its it hard to accept when someone just say lets stop this. Sometime all this is the process that we have to face to know did we really need each other or we suitable or not. Maybe gone through this we learnt how to appreciate,tolerate each other? I never mad at you.Erase the bad memories we still left good memories right? I cried all the time,because i really miss you. I always wondering how you doing,take care of yourself,don't smoke when you are cough.;') Get enough sleep and take care. Back to December this song really sing the word of my heart to you.

December.

The 6th post of the year,is DECEMBER. How many of you really know me well? I'm always feel sorry for my friends that i'm being so emotional. The very first reason i have emotional problem is due to my family. I'm cool and talkative person,every one have their own characteristic. It is weird cool and talkative mix up but is possible i'm being talkative when i face to my friends. But the way i talk were very cool and i might also hurt people direct and indirectly and sorry i'm a straight forward person. I always thought i'm changing the way i talk but i realize since i lose you,that i'm still same. Why i'm being emotional? Because i have no one to love,my man gave all my love to my sister. You will never know the feeling how my family neglected me. At home i just shut my mouth and facing computer,everyday and is been years. I always run out from my house,that why i'm always hanging around outside alone. You never know i just be happy as i can in the college,once the class is end i plug in my earphone and back to my own world. Sometime i just cant use they way you want to talk to you,because i'm a person like that. When i'm tryin to be nice,please don't let me disappointed. Don't tell me an emotional person don't deserve to love and to be love. Why i always say that i'm sensitive in relationship,no matter friendship or others? Because i gain no love from my parents,i feel love from my friends. Thats why i put all effort on relationship and friendship and expect others to do the same thing for me. Please know why before you judge me. ;')